좀 무던하게 살자 해놓고
어제도 예민하게 구는 내자신을 보면서
눈물이 뚝뚝 났다....
근데 어제 내가 느낀건
내가 왜 화가 났는지
내가 뭐가 속상했는지
내 이야기에 귀기울여주는 사람이
한사람만 있어도
내가 덜 외롭다는 거였다.
어젠 그래서
스스로에게 화가 나면서도
내 이야기를 들어주는 사람이 있다는 것이
몹시 기뻤다.
오늘은 시험보는 날.
잘 보고.
오늘은 웃으면서 집에 와야지.
오늘의 BGM은
나의 영원한 뮤즈
Joni Mitchell의 Both sides now.
뭐냐 이 초딩스러운 글은. ㅋ
It's coming on Christmas
They're cutting down trees
They're putting up reindeer
And singing songs of joy and peace
Oh I wish I had a river
I could skate away on
But it don't snow here
It stays pretty green
I'm going to make a lot of money
Then I'm going to quit this crazy scene
I wish I had a river
I could skate away on
I wish I had a river so long
I would teach my feet to fly
Oh I wish I had a river
I could skate away on
I made my baby cry
He tried hard to help me
You know, he put me at ease
And he loved me so naughty
Made me weak in the knees
Oh I wish I had a river
I could skate away on
I'm so hard to handle
I'm selfish and I'm sad
Now I've gone and lost the best baby
That I ever had
Oh I wish I had a river
I could skate away on
I wish I had a river so long
I would teach my feet to fly
Oh I wish I had a river
I could skate away on
I made my baby say goodbye
It's coming on Christmas
They're cutting down trees
They're putting up reindeer
And singing songs of joy and peace
I wish I had a river
I could skate away on
River by Joni Mitchell
